I told him : ” I couldn’t hurt you like that.”
And then i understood everything…
Sweety you know that cutting is an addication ? This is the first and hardest stap .. you did so good to threw them away. even I can not do that! It is really really good! Now you just have to fight! The first days are the hardest ones, but believe that when you cut you have to start again.. now you are clean for maybe 2 and a half week(s)? and that’s amazing!
I can feel you. 22 days myself, and life has never been harder or easier before. I think you just need to find that thing that makes you forget about it for a while:) it will get better. I honestly believe that.